Okay, here's the deal-io.
So, there's this girl. She and I are having this long-distance relationship/non-relationship bit. Very confusing. Thing is, we both have very strong feelings for one another, and we both know it.
Anyways, she's talking to her best friend about something, and she tells me that she had that conversation. However, she does not tell me what the subject matter was. Tells me that "You don't want to know the answer. ... It's just gonna hurt you."
A minute or two pass and she tells me, grumbling, that they were talking about her affections for someone else -- which will never transgress, she assures me -- and that the best friend trusts him "even less then she does you."
From what I have gathered about him -- both from conversations with him as well as conversations about him -- he and I are quite similar in personality. Not exactly alike, 'mind you but similar. There are many reasons why they wouldn't work out, she says. I am not one of them, she assures me after I tell her I don't want to be one of those reasons. One reason, she told me, is that he is broken. She is not at liberty to discuss why or how with me, but she assures me that he is.
Thing is though, I know I should be bothered by this more than I actually am. Sure, I'm a wee bit if'd by this, but I'm just calm as I can be about this situation. It feels weird, like a knife wound that I know should uberly hurt me but... it just doesn't for some reason.
Take that as you will
-[alpha]{BETA}[delta] |
|
